to be understood...

(written 2/11)  I have this crazy desire to be understood.  It's not good.  It makes me obsessive, and really just plain annoying.  Here's the funny thing... we can't understand God.  Not fully, at least.  There will always be things that are unexplained.  Am I ok with that?  Yep.  Does God understand me?  Yep.  Better than I could ever know myself, His Word says.  Lord, help me to leave the "understanding" up to You.  Thank You for revealing what is necessary, at the right time.  Trusting Him...